Upstream Neighbors
For Gerald and Elaine
I thought of you one Sunday afternoon.
I thought I’d save the world, at least the stretch
that wanders, lost, from my house to the highway,
old gray-brown winter trees lined up along
the ditch. Dry now, in heavy rains that ditch
has carried off the flotsam of your lives.
I climbed down where the water leaves its mark,
where you leave yours, those square brown whiskey bottles,
old beer bottles, shiny cigarette wrappers,
empty cans half hidden in the grass.
All that cleaning up, I thought I’d find
a body in the ditch, a gun you tossed
aside, a shoe box filled with silver dollars.
I found instead more plastic bottles than stars
in a winter sky. Plastic bags, plastic
cups. In just one day I learned to hate
the two of you, and plastic. I found one of
your shoes, the broken axle to your truck,
your bathroom sink and two-year’s worth of Christmas
trees, complete with plastic stands. A good
white bucket, plastic though. Some cable ends
the TV man left when he serviced you.
Beneath your cast-off sofa, broken and burned,
(an old boy’s special evening gone all wrong)
I found a hundred slips of paper and
your sorry misplaced note, Gerald and Elaine,
who fouled my quiet roadside with your lives
to Mr. Cato, pest exterminator:
I know you want your money for the job.
I hope that we can pay you soon enough.
But Mr. Cato, I just have to say
My wife still has those small black bugs . . .
Oh lucky Gerald, oh bug-infested Elaine,
I wish I’d found some money after all.
You could have bought my silence, I confess.
I never would have named you in a poem.